when i look at you

so my parents didnt completely flip out. theyre nto too happy, but theyre okay now. but im telling you, if its not one thing, its another.

my boyfriend got kicked out of his house. because his friends mom came over and it wasnt spotless clean. hmm, sounds like my mama. actually, i have a feeling theres a lot more to it that just that. thats just what she told him. he was living with his best friend. or supposed to be best friend. but i dont know many best friends that would date your ex that you have a kid with knowing all the crap they put you through. but anyways, yeah his best friend is dating/talking to/whatever his ex. well yesterday his friends mom asked how it mad ehim feel, and hes not one to beat around the bush or sugar coat things. he told her straight up that he felt betrayed adn all that stuff. but that he didnt really have a problem with it anymore,that his friend would figure it out. then she was like, we never had this conversation, okay? well no sooner than he gets done floating down the creek today, she comes over and tells him he has to have his stuff out by in the morning. adn then his ex calls him saying that his friend texted her and told her they couldnt talk anymore. adn blames it all on him and says he cant see his kid anymore. so now he has no where to live adn no car.

just like i said if its not one thing, its another. i would do anything for the boy, and he knows that. obviously he cant stay at my house. and no one seems to be able to give him a place to stay. im so tired of telling him things will be okay. i konw in time they will, but i wish i could do something now.



on a happier note, i got a job :) im excited. i have the ugliest uniform ever tho.