The Nerve of Some People

Seeing as how I've calmed down a lot now, I think it's safe for me to spill the beans. Haha. Actually, it's just kind of aggravating. I mean I know jealousy makes you do some crazy things, but really?

Let me explain. My best friend's other best friend had never really liked me. We tolerated each other for a while, until a few weeks ago. Since then, she's told several people not to talk to me, or my best friend for that matter, but mainly me. Tonight we went bowling, and had the wonderful pleasure of bowling next to her and all the people she had with her. Over half of them she asked once they got there. Ridiculous, I know. But it gets worse. I was talkin to one of the guys, that I have talked to quite a few times, and she apparently told him not to say anything else to me and sit next to her because when I came back from bowling, he had moved next to her. Now I know that it's not all her fault, that they don't have to listen to her, but....I lay most of the blame on her. Maybe I shouldn't, but I do. What I did to her, I didn't do on purpose. It not only made her mad, but in the end, I got hurt to because of the situation, so I don't see the big deal. It's not like it's happened again. But it's whatever.

I just really don't know. I don't want to put my best friend in a place where she feels like she has to chose between the two of us or something, even though she's screwed her over too a couple times. And I don't want her going and telling the guys stuff about me that's not true. But I'm not a confrontational person. I avoid arguments and fights at all costs, but I think this might be time to draw the line. I'm tired of always being the nice girl and losing in the end. But maybe in this case, being nice is the best thing? I mean, eventually they'll realize they probably didn't get the best end of the deal.

So instead of having a great time bowling, which it started out that way when we were talking to our friends, we ended up feeling really awkward because we didn't want to be the bad people and start anything by talking to them. So then we went and got boxes of chocolates and suckers and bubbles to make ourselves feel better.

But tomorrow will be fun. As well as the rest of this weekend. And I'm super excited for manatee snorkeling later this month!!!!

Just to Make Me Smile & You Too, Of Course :)

I love people who make me laugh. I honestly think it's the thing I like most, to laugh. It cures a multitude of ills. It's probably the most important thing in a person.

I never think of myself as an icon. What is in other people's minds is not in my mind. I just do my thing

So today was better than yesterday. I got to play tennis with my best friend, and I didn't complete suck today. We laughed for a good twenty minutes straight, and I have a feeling that whoever walked by probably thought there was something wrong with us. But oh well, we had fun! I did find out i have a math test AND a chem 2 test next tuesday, but I'm good on that for now! And that brings me to my topic for today.My best friend has a thing about Marilyn Monroe, about the same as I have for Audrey Hepburn. So, just for the fun of it, here are a few of my favorites :)

"I was born with an enormous need for affection, and a terrible need to give it."


People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed; never throw out anyone.



"Your heart just breaks, that's all. But you can't judge, or point fingers. You just have to be lucky enough to find someone who appreciates you.”



“You can always tell what kind of a person a man really thinks you are by the earrings he gives you”

“I don't want to be alone, I want to be left alone.”





“If I get married, I want to be very married.”

This one made me think of something I would do!

Good Deeds

Good deeds make me happy. Especially when i'm feeling kind of down. Today, my mom and I went and got my eighty-one year old neighbor a microwave. She has cancer in like five different places, and is going into the hospital next week to have some spots removed, so we figured if she had something to make dinner time easier, it would be a microwave. Luckily, she likes chicken pot pies, so when she gets home, we're going to take her some more of those.

Well, The Notebook is coming on tonight, so I must go prepare now! It's my favorite :)

Straight to the Point

Hey! This being my first blog, I'm not too sure what to say for now. I'll figure it out as I go along. My friend Carie has a blog, and convinced me to get one, so here I am.